There’s just two today, Corde and Luca. Beekee and Sander are out for the day, which leaves a pretty quiet house. It’s amazing how quiet things get when there’s just Corde and Luca at home. I forget how loud Sander and Beekee can be.
I haven’t had this kind of quiet during the day since the kids were in school, and you know what? I don’t miss it. I’m glad to have the kids home, as noisy and chaotic as it can be. I love the time together with the kids. We spend so much more time together now.
Still, it’s nice to have a day of peace and quiet every once in a while. The only sounds are Corde’s reactions as she watches Liv and Maddie with Luca. The two of them like watching television together. It’s one of the few times they actually spend together anymore, since Corde is too grown up to want to spend time with a preschooler.
It’s funny, the two of them used to be so close when Luca was a baby. Corde would sneak into my room every morning and make off with Luca. The two would play all morning long, best buddies. I miss those days. I wish I could have them back, but time flies so quickly. They’ve flown away so quickly.
There’s likely no more baby days in my future. Instead I watch my kids grow and change. I see new moments, like Corde and Luca watching television together, or all the kids quietly sitting on the floor, coloring and drawing. Instead of changing diapers I’m teaching Luca to write. Instead of Corde carrying off a little baby, she’s sitting Luca on her lap to watch a show together, or just to cuddle together in my chair. She loves to pick out clothes for Luca at the store, especially the frilliest tutus. It’s a different dynamic with them, and it’s fun to watch them grow together, as much as I miss the days when they were small.
Time is a funny thing. Days like today really highlight what time does to my family. They’re all growing up so fast. Corde goes into high school next year. Beekee is one year away from being old enough for middle school. Sander is already in first grade, and Luca will be old enough for kindergarten next year. Where has the time gone, and what happened to my little kids?
I didn’t intend this post to be nostalgic at all. It somehow just happened. That’s how life is, isn’t it? It just kind of happens, ending up with funny moments, sweet ones, and even the infuriating or annoying. And I don’t see it slowing down anytime soon. In a few short years my oldest is going to be graduating high school, or at least done with it on a homeschool level, and fast on her way to moving on with her life. It’s scary to think about, how close it all seems.
But for now I have the moments, Corde sitting in the chair with Luca, giggling over a television show. I have Luca, content to sit with big sister. They’re not grown yet. I’ve still got time for these wonderful moments.